this is my cat, nero. he recently has not been letting me sleep
because he meows constantly to the door. but i still love this cute boy.
so that has been life lately.
on the other hand, i want to dedicate more time to better this site, so i'm very excited ᵔᴗᵔ
last night, my bf and I went to a baseball game, we had a nice time hanging out and doing something different. althought i was feeling pretty shitty all day yesterday, my head and my period were not giving. but we ate hot dogs and our state team won. it was a nice day after all.
well, right now i'm pretty excited because i started to feel so much better
in regards of my filmmaking. i watched my old videos on tiktok last night and
it motivated me to finish the video i was working on.
i believe i'm gonna be more frequent with this, this is truly exciting ˃ᴗ˂
if anybody is reading this, here's the video, hope you like it ♡
omg, WE'RE GONNA HAVE A CAR!! in like two months, but this is so exciting.
i'm so anxious is crazy, and althought we have much less money than regular,
we will survive, is totally worth it (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
in the meantime, i've been working on this site, and i'm really liking how is looking.
this photo is from today, is my cat Lana, she laid with us while we had a marathon of watching the originals.
for now, i'm liking it a little more than the vampire diaries, but we'll see about that
today my bf and i finally painted the apartment, definetly these walls needed some love.
and we ordered some parrilla from our favorite restaurant, damn that was good. it was a good day.
also, finished first season of severance and WHAT THE FUCK THAT FINALE?? i love when
a series has me anxious af.
so well, nothing more to tell i guess. or probably i would say more, but i just never know
how to talk more about myself, is that weird? maybe...
so today Nero laid in bed with me a little bit, isn't he the sweetest? i couldn't breath but, love him.
i didn't do much today like i planned to but i'm trying to adjust to the idea of not being perfect.
so we keep it going i guess. also been trying to get back to editing, but i just can't get into it...
i guess i should get back to meditation, i really want to. is so weird noticing how my brain just
got stuck in this numbness again, doomscrolling constantly and just doing the necessary in the day
to get back to consumption. is kinda sad, but i'll put on the work again, i swearrr.
in the meantime, i actually have been feeling really happy. i'm very grateful and everything is going well
anyway. now, i'll watch the first part of stranger things tonight gurrrll, let's see if that shit gets better.
so, i'm no longer unemployed, I JUST TALKED TO MY VERY FIRST CLIENT!! she's so lovely and relatable, oh god. i edited a video for her already
that you can watch here. she's into the style of editing that i really like,
this is truly awesome.
also, my mom graduated from college as a nurse, i'm so proud of her ♡
i feel like 2026 will be an amazing year already, i'm so ready to do all the things i plan, is going to be really fun.
so anyways, look at the star of our christmas tree, isn't it cute?
ok so, today is my birthday and the americans decided to invade the country, great. i mean, we're really glad they took the fucking
idiot we had as a president, but i'm kinda scared cuz... well... they bombarded. idk, i think everything is fine by now,
but it makes me nervous not knowing what's gonna happen. i just really hope we can get through this. i rather stay positive.
but anyways, i wanted to let that a side because everything is fine over here
and i'm turning 24 today and having a nice time with my friends and sister and bf. so, happy birthday to meee
sometimes when i'm chilling in my apartment, i remember being back when i was living in my old house, withh my family.
i had this space between an open door that was like a very small balcony. and i used to lay there with a bunch of blankets on the floor, and look at the
sky while learning about wordpress on my phone.
so when my boyfriend installed me this hammock on our balcony, i got so fucking happy because it reminds me of that time,
and it makes me feel so nostalgic and amazing. anyways, this is the view i have now.
so my family, my bf and i traveled last month to Colonia Tovar, which is a small german town of the mountains here in Venezuela.
it was founded by german settlers in 1843, and it has kept its colonial aesthetic for decades. i was pretty excited to go, is sooo
different from where i live, very cold and everything feels so clean. i loved it.
this image i took it
when we got to the capital first, Caracas. i hadn't been there in years, and walking the downtown streets felt...
off. i could see how gray all the buildings were, and you could feel some tension in the air. fuck this goverment, man.
but well, on the other hand, we got into the next bus to el junquito, where we got lunch and some hot chocolate and saw a lot of big beautiful dogs, lol.
and the cold really started to kick in when we got here, i actually enjoyed this quick stop a lot.
finally, after one ferry, three buses and a lot of discomfort, i saw the entrance of colonia tovar, and my heart jumped
with pure joy girl, lol. god, and we walked so fucking much. but finally got there.
isn't it beautiful? i really loved this place, and wish to go back someday, more comfortable of course.
when we were walking around, i saw this interesting sculpture. i found out it works as a reminder that we are the work of god on earth.
i'm not religious, but i think is a good message regardless.
anyways, it was an awesome experience to live with the people i love. i will never forget it.